New life

Salutations,

Sometimes, i wonder why did i make my life so complicated this few years.... worrying about this and that, is just making me wost than ever.. making sure my ideas are always efficient, making sure people always benefit from them. This has either make people life worst wondering what kind of crazy person i am or making my life uncomfortable in the end no result are shown.

I always taught i was good, like in most of the stuff i was doing; well may be is because of all the support my frineds and teachers is giving to me, this as made me kinda proud and always beleiving my plans and ideas i set . But recently, my jrs shown me a different life i can walk to, they shown me a different view of life, i don`t have to make my life so difficult and complicated, is just your choice, and from what i saw in my previous blogs, all i do is just regret what i `ve done and trying to find sloutions to whatever the problems is to mend it up for people. But thinking over it, isnt it better to put the situation behind and preventing from happening again, wont it benefit the other party better.

You must be wondering, why so patriotic, well to put it simple, after hanging out with some one in particular, begin to see things i have never see before, at a different angle. SAMUEL was right, i am still a little too GREEN for LEADERSHIP, but start learning the basics it the right way to reach success again, thinking of all those so called`leadership` i think i was doing,well i was wrong.... the real leadership is still far away. the best thing to do now is learn from basics again. changing my bad habits(TKS nick for tad) and finally the person who help me realise all this and help me stood up again was RAPHAEL FOO JUN HSIEN, my immediate Jr, not only i want to tks him, i need to apologise to him also, Rap was always there since i Know him, wheather sad, happy depress or angry , he was always there. But can you imagine i just took all his support for granted, thinking is not worthy.. when i was sad abt some so called friend problem and was walking home myself (ANGRILY), he saw me and tagged along behind , i Knew he was there, but i ignored him, he asked me what happen, i ignored him too, until we reached the central of my house and his house and he insisted to walk me home, but i ssaid no tks and bye. and for a lot of the same reasons.. Raphael i am sorry, if your reading this, hope you accept this late apology alright:). Well Raphael so far i see him now so called my aid to help me see a new life and a saviour to me:) once again TKS raphael :)

P.s Sometimes evil as it seems.. the person that treat you the worst giving you all the shit and asking you to do all the stuff arent the bad one, in fact they want to help you succeed , you may hate him, but look at the intention.... when you finally succeed you will understand ( TKS NICK AND SAMUEL for this phrase)