17 years of my life since i was born :):)

Ello :):) ppl :) yea is my birthday ...(Song playing .....) haha ... today was a wild day man... but i want to thank Nicholas for specially planning the party... getting the people in the staff room two to give me a surprise hahah .... weird and wild man :)... i never had ppl oder than me giving me surprise haha... and thank for the 3 cakes people.... haha indeed this is a memoral birthday :) thanks every one for the wish and present OMG (5.1 speakers) HAHA appreciate a lot man...

Never had so much fun before ..:) haha now i reaise i am 17 i feel weird... i am soo close to 18 now... scary too... haha the feeling of 16 to 18 and 17 to 18 is a big difference man...






Wait..waiting..awaiting....past....waited.... seems like things past so fast... so fast...

A lost of words

Sorry for not blogging for so long...well quite lazy to blog nowsaday but something make me want to blog again but is not good.

Is not about `O` level nor the courses i pick, but is how i think i can be good at turns out the opposite... especially in times of need ... i feel so bad i cant be much of help at... in fact is not YOU who is the one who cant do things... IS my responsibility ...which i failed 3 years ago... i always tought once some body is strong on his /her thinking one can accomplish any thing... but things turn out the opposite again... The road we used to take isnt safe anymore... help was asked now but the sound can be heard... NAT ... GOD tell me what do i have to do to ammend this mistake ... I cant drag this any longer... PEOPLE around are suffering by my deeds.. Help!!

When i was the arrgoant and proud.. you stand small

When times pass, you grew;i shrink

When you think things are in your hand.. trouble comes.

When you realise that your waking the wrong path..

Help was called

Ability to understand fails

Ability to Help decreases

Ability to greed and change decreases..

What on earth is the right way now...

Afaraid to make decision

Help in the heart is at large

Trust is fading

Pain is increasing

Confidence is receeding

God if you hear me , show me a sign

Save me and the rest from the sorrows

Your holy children need help!!!